I proclaimed that I was going to Live and be Authentic. So here goes that. I never, I say never, imagined there would come a time I would lie in bed in so much pain that I couldn't sleep. I had to sit up, but yet and still all I can do now is breath heavy and cry as tears come down my face. I pray God takes some of this from me. I can never judge another because who am I to judge. I been through and am going through too much.
Lord please bless every person waking during the night to darkness and complete silence except their heavy breathing and tears falling. Bless every person in pain of any kind. WoW!!! It just just hit me how could Jesus have felt on the cross!?? I got some relief by sitting up, but He couldn't move. He was in so much pain He cried out, "My God, My God why has thou forsaken me?" I feel That pain, but yet I know God has Not left and every situation could be much worse. For that I will still praise Him through it.
I pray now that the devil will not trick anyone to believing God has turned His back; That no person will ever give up hope or turn to street drugs or abuse prescriptions. Let everyone enduring any pain find moments of relief, whether it's their fault or not let that be of no consequence. May remembering the love of God and loved ones help comfort us, even in the midnight hour. May remedies work...questions be answered...help arrive...the ability to endure be made manifest through perseverance...faith never be wavering...pain increasingly decrease...tolerance be increased...may God heal us all swiftly through His everlasting mercy and unmerited favor. In faith say AMEN!
Protect your circle. Spend time around those who will encourage, uplift, and keep you in prayer. Let people love on you. If you need help ask for it. If you're discouraged say it. LIVE....life authentic so that you can be free mentally and emotionally. You Can be free. God's love & peace to you. ~ Beautiful Thought