ms Beautiful Thought: A blog

It's been a while. Have A Seat ...I have some words that are better captured here and not just on Facebook.  This is legacy. My beliefs will not end. Some people get so used to entertaining the enemy so much they don't know when they're being deceived. Let's go through a few things together. This is not about one movie called Sinners. This is about the difference between living as peculiar people and like the world.  Are you set apart or do you blend in? Worship involves not just our physical action but our spirit also. Those who worship Him must worship in SPIRIT and truth. Romans 8:14 The spirit our spirit should stay connected to...of course, it's the Holy Spirit , no other spirits. Other spirits can also be referred to as demons, demonic spirits, evil spirits. We will receive the Holy Spirit after baptism and it lives in us. We not only receive the gift of the spirit Acts 2:38 but should also be filled with a spirit of Christ. Romans 8:9 The Holy Spirit is a he...

I was at one of the suburban middle school. It looks nice and orderly, resources look ample. Kids were quiet during the fire drill. That was all good until later during a class change. I heard commotion while standing inside the library doors. Some students ran past, so I stepped into the hallway. I heard a girl crying... saw a fairly tall girl looming over in an aggressive stance... then I saw a girl on the ground. There were no teachers around. In that long 20 seconds I had to determine my reaction. Would I go toward them? NOPE, not taking that chance! It was too many kids to walk through. Plus, I wasn't chancing getting hurt by flying arms. I decided I would yell, "Get to class!", to clear out some of the students. As I was about to open my mouth a teacher showed up to escort the aggressor. "Saved by the bell." (pun intended) [Ironically, the professional I went to meet at the school expressed she would like to consider homeschooling her 2 & ...

Today my homeschool coop poetry class was reminded of Black History & Women's Histpry month. They were instructed to choose an AA woman poet and pick one of her quotes. Next they were to write a poem that spoke about what the quote meant to them. I gave choices: Maya Angelou, Phyllis Wheatley, Nikki Giovanni, Toni Morrison, and Sonia Sanchez. I later mentioned that if they know a poet in real life they can choose someone else. So the youngest girl chose me, "Beautiful Thought". She proudly told another girl, "I chose her," with a smile. I'm sure I felt as honored as she felt proud. This is the same student who made various head wraps for her Barbie dolls that look like her brother's friend's mom (me). The same student who discontinued her other class this semester so she could join my poetry group. The same student who has experienced more diversity in her home than many people will just be in the same room with in a whole lifetime. She wil...

Being a "helicopter parent" is the same as micro managing a spouse or employee. In children, it causes learned helplessness; in personal relationships it causes decreased self-esteem and a break in trust. We don't trust others, and we don't trust God, enough to give up some control. Ultimately, it really is about one's own insecurities and has nothing at all to do with the other person. Usually, that same person then criticizes the child for acting helpless or the spouse/ employee for not being proactive and/or assertive. It is a cycle that is quite dysfunctional and becomes embedded in the psyche of our children...  they never feel "good enough" and often need extra validation. This validation sometimes comes in negative forms too. BREAK the cycle,  no matter what side of the circle you're on. God's love & peace to you ~Beautiful Thought

The problem with getting married is that self-centered people, who haven't learned to love themselves, or God, do it. For goodness sakes, the problem is not the institution, it's the individuals. No person who is still holding onto childhood fears, they are not willing to admit, or can not anticipate the needs of someone else should get married. It doesn't mean one will one day be a mind reader, or should be, it means they can see outside themselves and have the capacity to strive to please another person. Never tie up with someone who is not available....to love you....then get mad when they don't. I've never been married but God has been giving me bits of revelation. We are often so consumed with how we've allowed someone to make us feel we forget that power actually is internal. When we can begin to understand this and take responsibility for how we feel in any situation and how we choose to act, we can begin to stop being so defensive in our communicatio...

I had a chance to focus on God better through nature by getting some fresh air and going into our community garden. I saw my garden bed had not been watered. I thought people who volunteered did that part. There was a woman there watering her own. She told me to schedule maintenance to keep it the healthiest. I watered, pulled off a few dead leaves, and pulled up the 2 small weeds I saw. I looked at other garden beds and saw one that was yellow and over run with weeds. I saw another that looked almost perfect, no weeds, but not much was growing either. I don't know why there was so much wasted space; it could be growing more things. I watered some of the other people's gardens that I could reach but the weeds were still there. This reminded me of life and people. When you take care of what God gave you He will bless it. We must use what He gives us to produce much "fruit" and be good stewards. When you don't provide the proper maintenance of your s...

Today was hard on my body, a long day due to my son's homeschooling schedule. I taught my other poetry class too. This morning getting dressed I noticed my tank top revealed one of my sores that are healing left from tests on my heart. I was going to throw on a lite scarf but decided on a chunky necklace instead. Later in the day I realized it didn't stay covering the sore. My son even noticed it. I kept shifting the necklace up hoping it couldn't be seen. This 1st day of poetry class I had kids write affirmations. One wrote about learning from mistakes, two others were also pretty deep. I wrote about being positive even when I feel sad or in pain. But one student, simply wanted to just do well in school. THAT was actually the most profound, as I think back because...she has No arms. I'm inspired. I'm hiding my little bitty flaw on my skin and thinking about my pain. Her imperfections can not be hidden and she was not worried. She is living carefree and joyfille...

My son doesn't have a FB page We don't watch the news either Reality is at times too dark But we need to face it So I need to have a conversation In all reality It could go something like this Don't ride dirty Don't have expired tags Don't ride with a tail light out Don't talk back Don't disobey Don't make sudden moves Don't legally bear arms Don't carry toys Don't carry a cell phone Don't play Don't laugh Don't yell Don't sell cds Don't hold cigarettes Don't reach for your license Don't put your hands in pockets Don't go to the corner store Don't carry a pop & chips Don't go to the playground Don't live in the suburbs Don't grow taller or bigger Don't stay a black boy Don't become a black man Don't make a move Don't go outside Don't breath I can't breath don't shoot Don't Shoot! DON'T SHOOT!!! Our privilege is In ou...

I was just reminded of Potiphar's wife who was a real "ole school hater". In spite, she set Joseph up for imprisonment, potentially even death. Joseph had to endure great trials by way of living in prison after being falsely accused. BUT GOD!!!! He found favor among men even in prison and later with the king Pharaoh, not to mention, he could have been killed instead of just imprisoned! God doesn't choose to directly control people and there are evil, selfish people out here. So in the process of us dealing with those people filled with assignments from satan...He extends his grace and favor to us throughout our journeys. He allowed Joseph's anointing to eventually be what helped him get released from prison. Now what if he had wilded out for being done wrong, what if he did not wait on God to deliver him?? Oh you better believe the outcome would be different! Joseph also forgave even his brothers who betrayed him. "As for you, you meant evil against me, b...

Ladies love yourself so much that you are willing to see truth for what it is. Never settle for halves, half truths, second best, not enough, seconds or anything else less then you deserve. The only thing that happens when you're in denial is missing out on God's perfect will and timing. Our instincts are much stronger then we give yourselves credit but we operate in denial of what we sense to be true. Sometimes you have to do what's hard now to avoid doing something more difficult later. To yourself first be true. God has His will set in motion but it's only by our actions of faith will they manifest. If you are Queen stay on your level and never tolerate being mistreated or being treated less then you are....all the rest in between is God's job. Ladies know your place...it's a place of virtuousity and raw truth and who doesn't want to live free. If you're trapped in a relationship, or even trapped in your own mind, ask yourself why and what lies are yo...

I'm just really in awe of what God is doing. I'm not sure why I would be. Every single time, all (count them) three times, I lost my job it was the best thing that ever happened to me. The very first time I ended up working at my babies daycare for way less money but also the privilege of being with him daily. I also went back to school and got my Master's degree. Then the second time, I rediscovered poetry and shortly after fell in love with spoken word. The third time, the charm, has been the longest I have ever been without a job since I entered the work force. It has been the hardest set of ordeals and trials I've had to face ever. However, it has in return allowed me to stay home with my son again. It has reaped the greatest level of faith I've ever had. I have been tried financially, mentally, spiritually and physically. I'm stronger then I've ever been spiritually. When all is said and done it will eventually be the biggest payoff financially. In...

Promised, Promises... I've learned something in 2014, it's a lesson to release people from your spirit. Here it is:: People often speak before they have thought things through. People, even with good hearts, will state things outloud and never deliver. We don't realize that every word spoken is a promise. We make promises at times without thinking through what effort or sacrifice it will take to deliver. YES, we're human nothing is 100%. The problem is when we change our minds or realize it will take more effort then we realized we say nothing to that other person. Children remember, but so do adults. So in 2015 realize and you remember that when you state something you need to think through what it means before you speak it. Are you willing to make that sacrifice, have you looked at your resources lately, have you counted the cost (financially), are you truly committed, can you get past your laziness, are you responding out of emotion? Think before you speak in ever...

I haven't posted on my blog in a long time but that's changing now. My voice needs to be heard more but I don't need more of social media. I need more of God! "If a man is not willing to dig deeper, forge new tunnels, take the chance of having to turn around and find a different way...if a man is not willing to climb to "the rock" for you on hand & knees, shelter you with prayer during "avalanches", offer you "living" water, trek miles alongside you in the shadow of the son...Then he should never even seek permission to begin the sacred journey. Guard your heart with more then just your ribs, until you recognize who's missing rib you are." © 12.29.15 Natasha Beautiful Thought Anée, All Rights Reserved. God's love, grace & peace to you ~Beautiful Thought

It's the simplest revelations sometimes... It hit me that I have spiritual earplugs and earphones. I have been irritated, frustrated, even hurt at times listening to negativity and people who can't see how pessimistic they are. So instead of reacting I will begin to use my spiritual ear plugs. Only what God says about me is truth, everything else is subjective and relative to them. I don't have to make other people's opinions & perceptions my problem, no matter who they are. I can smile knowing that doesn't mean I agree. I can be quiet and I'll also hear God's spirit whispering truths in my ear. #Noise cancelling earphones #Block out the negativity Let God's truths fill you with positive thoughts of who you are and where He is leading you. You are not perfect but through God's love, grace, and mercy you'll be all He designed you to be. Don't let anyone lead you to believe differently. God's peace and love to you. ~ Beautiful Thoug...

I want to be better... I have some things I want to give up or change and my spirit says the time is now.  TODAY I am starting a twelve step program called www.theorangerhino.com  I will take it 30 days at a time and celebrate my "better" even  if I fall off. I will allow my child and even you to hold me accountable. I want to "check out" because I have checked out too many times. I want to unplug technology and spend more time with the natural, most importantly God & my child. I will manage my time more effectively. So I again declare that weekdays from 3-9 pm are family time with only rare distractions. My hands have been busy to many times when they should have been free.... to teach, to comfort, to hug, to not be distracted, to pray, to love. I will slowly begin to call people more...something I honestly avoid quite a bit for some reason. I will quit wondering what people thing and just find out for myself. I will not take it personally when friends do no...

Sitting in my new comfy pjs, heat pack on my back with only the light from my fireplace and colorful icicle lights I reflect on time spent with family today. I Surrender by Anthony Evans is what I hear fill the room... No resolutions, I try to do what I say. This here is a spiritual enhancement. I will without apology or fear do what God purposes in my spirit for me to say. I will not let money, power, position deter me or cause me to doubt again. I doubted on New Years eve that I should speak the words as were placed in my heart but I went fort and the response ended up being more then I expected. It just reconfirmed what I already knew. God has given me a voice and He continues to give me platforms...I will be obedient in that always. This has probably been the hardest year of my life but yet I feel so blessed. Friends are taking a different role in my life as I move closer to God He continues to reveal how I can only rely on Him. I pray you All learn that my friends...you will fin...

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I proclaimed that I was going to Live and be Authentic . So here goes that. I never , I say never , imagined there would come a time I would lie in bed in so much pain that I couldn't sleep. I had to sit up, but yet and still all I can do now is breath heavy and cry as tears come down my face. I pray God takes some of this from me. I can never judge another because who am I to judge. I been through and am going through too much. Lord please bless every person waking during the night to darkness and complete silence except their heavy breathing and tears falling. Bless every person in pain of any kind. WoW!!! It just just hit me how could Jesus have felt on the cross!?? I got some relief by sitting up, but He couldn't move. He was in so much pain He cried out, "My God, My God why has thou forsaken me?" I feel That pain, but yet I know God has Not left and every situation could be much worse. For that I will still praise Him through it. I pray now that the devil wil...

I'm thankful for this inspiration - it's one to grow on...  Has anyone ever told you that lack of forgiveness can be crippling? But yet they failed to add that not forgiving yourself also can have the same effect. If others and even God can forgive you why can't you forgive yourself? To be able to forgive yourself you must understand the concept of agape love and how God is willing to forgive us. W e must ask for it....but have you ever had a talk with you and asked yourself the same? "Self" please forgive me for not treating you right, letting others hurt you, damaging your reputation, not maintaining integrity, settling for less then you are worth, not meeting up to your level of capability, making the same mistakes, letting loved ones down, taking so long to break old habits...etc. Tell your self that you are sorry. Isn't it time to GROW and be whole again> set yourself free....only YOU hold the key. To thine own self be true...maintain your principles, ...

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